Sunday, December 20, 2009

it's been a long long time

Sadly, my blog has been neglected this Fall. So here goes another of my long and random posts....

Okay - So I know this is old. But I never got a picture posted of Ethan's Halloween costume. I posted Tyler's robot getup months ago - So keeping with the box theme Ethan decided to be a present. A Christmas Present at Halloween. Original, eh? And speaking of presents - Ethan has given me a few lately. He's so sweet. The older he gets the better he gets. Seriously, I hope this gives all of you in the terrible two's hope - If he keeps going at this rate maybe the teen years won't be so scary. Here's a few of his most recent compliments
- "Mom, if I had a paint-able jacket. I would paint your face on it and wear it everyday."
-"If someone offered me all the toys in the whole store to trade in my mom...I wouldn't do it. I wouldn't trade my mom in for anything in the whole world."
(I overheard him telling Tyler. He then followed it with the statement that he would trade Tyler in for a Ring Pop. Nice.)


The kids and I enjoying our new fire pit. A new Christmas tradition...nightly fires and s'mores.
The man responsible for said fire-pit. I would like to say that this backyard has been a labor of love. But its Sunday and I'd hate to lie. I am thinking of writing a book about this back yard and I have a few titles in mind...
"Man Verses The Wild."
"How To Lose Your Mind and Your Bank Account. A 10 Step Guide"
"Everything I Know About Suffering I Learned From My Backyard."
Seriously, I could go on all day.I have to give some major praise to Preston. He has persisted when I would have probably throw up my arms, ran away and then paved the whole backyard with concrete. But not him...he has spent almost every night in that backyard working by spotlight, hauling, digging and working. Good Job, Preston! It's still not finished - but much closer - we are hopeful that it will be done sometime before Ethan returns from his mission. These pictures are pretty bad - I'll post some better ones soon.





Look at Jace's chubby cheeks. I could squeeze those -actually I do. Every. Time. I . See. Him!!
The Electric Light Parade...and Tyler's new favorite thing - Thumbs up!
You know you are old and boring when you not only take but post pictures of your lemon tree. Seriously, lets hope after nursing school starts I have more of a life. However, it was an exciting day around here - After 14 months of being a lemon tree owner, My little tree is fruitful. The kids have been threatened that if they pick the lemons prematurely their lives will forever change. Oh, and Riley needed to get her snout in there. Such a Diva!
Can you see it...no I am not talking about the deer in the head lights look - I am talking about his missing tooth. This is the best picture I could get! He lost his first tooth the day before Thanksgiving. He was so secretive about it- I think he thought he was going to be in trouble. I mean, if cutting moms blinds apart with scissors lands you major punishments - what is pulling out one of your teeth going to do? I found a trail of blood and certain that one or both of my children were mortally wounded, frantically began interrogating Ethan as to its source. He wouldn't speak ...When I came into the room he was writing "Mom, can I have a glass of chocolate milk?" Such a funny kid - he planned to communicate only with crayon.
He has 3 more teeth that are loose -I still can't get over the fact that he's old enough to lose teeth!
Ethan - Last night.
Preston was out to the movies with a friend and I was enjoying the rare experience of pure "aloneness." I am sure there is a better word for that... I had a warm blanket and a girl movie - pure heaven. Ethan kept coming down - threatening to ruin my solitude - and so I informed him that if he came down again there would be consequences. And wonder of wonder - he wasn't to be seen again. I finished my movie in peace and when I went up to bed I found this sight. Apparently, not wanting consequences, he chose to sleep on the stairs to be close. Ahhhhh - once again I was reminded how much I love this little guy. This makes up for all the times he screams that I am, "The MEANEST Mom EVER!!!!" It was a definite self esteem boost - I mean, When was the last time you had a guy sleep on stairs just to be near you? Pretty Sweet!

Thursday, December 3, 2009


Tyler comes to me this morning crying.
Tyler: Momma, my finger hurts...It is a very big problem.
Me: (I look at it and see that it is a small hangnail.) Sorry bud...you'll just have to give it a day or two to heal.
Tyler: But Mom dis is a very big problem cause now I can't pick my nose.


Don't you hate it when that happens?

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Red Velvet


So when I saw a recipe in this months issue of Cooking Light for healthy Red Velvet cupcakes I was intrigued. I mean, healthy and red velvet aren't words I usually find in the same sentence. And let's be honest - usually recipes tagged healthy end up being sick.
Remember in the 90's when everyone substituted applesauce for butter or oil in all their recipes. Now, if you do this good for you - seriously, you are a better woman than me. But when my YW leaders brought those healthy treats I swear, there was a collective groan. I mean, if I am going to eat a cookie, I want a cookie. Not something that looks, smells and tastes nothing like a cookie. However, when I looked over this recipe there was no Applesauce to be found. Actually, there was butter - REAL butter, sugar, cream cheese and buttermilk...just in smaller quantities than usual. A recipe that would usually call for 2 or 3 sticks of butter only asked for 6TB. So, I took a dive into diet cupcakes and well...they were delicious. At less than 200 calories per cupcake (and that includes the frosting folks) they are a sensible treat for this girl who is trying to keep her clothing fitting during the holidays.

Ingredients

  • Cupcakes:
  • Cooking spray
  • 10 ounce cake flour (about 2 1/2 cups)
  • 3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa
  • 1 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1 teaspoon baking powder
  • 1 teaspoon kosher salt
  • 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar
  • 6 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
  • 2 large eggs
  • 1 1/4 cups nonfat buttermilk
  • 1 1/2 teaspoons white vinegar
  • 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
  • 2 tablespoons red food coloring (about 1 ounce)

  • Frosting:
  • 5 tablespoons butter, softened
  • 4 teaspoons nonfat buttermilk
  • 1 (8-ounce) block cream cheese, softened
  • 3 1/2 cups powdered sugar (about 1 pound)
  • 1 1/4 teaspoons vanilla extract

Preparation

1. Preheat oven to 350°.

2. To prepare the cupcakes, place 30 paper muffin cup liners in muffin cups; coat with cooking spray.

3. Weigh or lightly spoon cake flour into dry measuring cups; level with a knife. Combine cake flour, unsweetened cocoa, baking soda, baking powder, and salt in a medium bowl; stir with a whisk. Place granulated sugar and unsalted butter in a large bowl; beat with a mixer at medium speed until well blended (about 3 minutes). Add eggs, 1 at a time, beating well after each addition. Add flour mixture and 1 1/4 cups nonfat buttermilk alternately to sugar mixture, beginning and ending with flour mixture. Add white vinegar, 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla, and food coloring; beat well.

4. Spoon batter into prepared muffin cups. Bake at 350° for 20 minutes or until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool in pan 10 minutes on wire rack; remove from pan. Cool completely on wire racks.

5. To prepare frosting, beat 5 tablespoons butter, 4 teaspoons nonfat buttermilk, and cream cheese with a mixer at high speed until fluffy. Gradually add powdered sugar; beat until smooth. Add 1 1/4 teaspoons vanilla; beat well. Spread frosting evenly over cupcakes.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Yep...its true


I GOT IN!!!!!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

It's been a long time since I've blogged. Just been so so busy. Here is a re-cap

.Ethan's hair for "Crazy Hair Day" at school.

Tyler's robot costume at an early Halloween Party.

This is the photo that finally drove home the truth...I am a midget. I have always known I am short - but when I saw this photo I knew that I would have to wear heels forever and that if the Broadway ever needs a munckin for The Wizard Of Oz...well, then I will have a career.
Out to dinner in Mexico. We usually ate at Taco stands... this night we wanted to be fancy. Ummm, let's just say we should have stuck with the Taco Stands.

Mexico 2009 Trip

Martha Stewart's Caramel

This is my new favorite caramel. It is delicious, very easy and quick and delicious... did I already mention that? Well, just in case I haven't - this stuff is delicious.

Makes 2 cups

  • 1 cup sugar
  • 6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) cold unsalted butter, cubed
  • 1/2 teaspoon coarse salt
  • 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
  • 1/2 cup heavy cream

Directions

  1. In a medium saucepan, heat sugar over medium-high until melted and brown at edges, 3 minutes. With a heat-resistant spatula, pull melted sugar toward center until all sugar is melted and caramel is deep amber in color, 3 minutes more.
  2. Immediately whisk in butter, coarse salt, and pure vanilla extract (take care as mixture is extremely hot and will bubble).
  3. Whisk in heavy cream.
  4. Pour into a heatproof container and let cool. (To store, refrigerate, up to 3 weeks.)

Gooey Pudding Cakes


Basically, this dessert was a dream. I loved them. They are rich...so probably better after eating a lighter dinner...instead of the smorgasbord of appetizers we girls ate during our "Girl's Night" that preceded this delicious dessert.
Really, this recipe is fool proof. It is super easy, makes you look like a gourmet chef and tastes like heaven. We served ours with homemade Carmel sauce( recipe to be posted shortly) and ice cream.

The only changes I made to the recipe...I doubled the recipe and served them in ramekins instead of unmolding them from the muffin tin. With the recipe doubled it makes 6 ramekin servings. Also, a trick I learned, instead of greasing the inside of the ramekins with butter and flour, butter them and then cover the insides with sugar. They unmold much easier if you want to unmold them and it adds a nice sweet crust on the outside.
Well here is the recipe. Enjoy!
GOOEY CHOCOLATE CAKE

  • 1/3 cup all-purpose flour
  • 3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
  • ¼ teaspoon salt
  • 5 ounces bittersweet chocolate, (4 ounces coarsely chopped, and 1 ounce very finely chopped)
  • 1 stick (8 tablespoons) unsalted butter, cut into 8 pieces
  • 2 large eggs, at room temperature
  • 1 large egg yolk, at room temperature
  • 6 tablespoons of sugar


  • Getting ready: Center a rack in the oven and preheat the oven to 400 degrees F.
  • Butter (or spray – it’s easier) 6 cups of a regular-size muffin pan, preferably a disposable aluminum foil pan, dust the insides with flour (or cocoa) and tap out the excess. Put the muffin pan on a baking sheet.
  • Sift the flour, cocoa and salt together.
  • Set a heatproof bowl over a saucepan of gently simmering water, put the coarsely chopped chocolate and the butter in the bowl and stir occasionally over the simmering water just until they are melted – you don’t want them to get so hot that the butter separates. Remove the bowl from the pan of water.
  • In a large bowl, whisk the eggs and yolk until homogeneous.
  • Add the sugar and whisk until well blended, about 2 minutes.
  • Add the dry ingredients and, still using the whisk, stir (don’t beat) them into the eggs. Little by little, and using a light hand, stir in the melted chocolate and butter. Divide the batter evenly among the muffin cups and sprinkle the finely chopped chocolate over the batter.
  • Bake the cakes for 13 minutes. Transfer them, still on the baking sheet, to a rack to cool for 3 minutes. (There is no way to test that these cakes are properly baked, because the inside remains liquid.)
  • Line a cutting board with a silicone baking mat or parchment or wax paper, and, after the 3-minute rest, unmold the cakes onto the board. Use a wide metal spatula to lift the cakes onto dessert plates.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Innocence

Sunday, September 6, 2009

The Best I've EVER Looked




The is a statue the boys made in my likeness...
Crayon toes
Frisbee head
Packing tube body (I wish)
Water bottle legs
So so sweet!

Lately...





So I am back. I have been on a mini blogging hiatus. I love blogging - a great outlet - and seriously the best family scrapbook. I love looking back on the last two years of blogs...that's right this blog just had it's second birthday...and seeing everything that we've done or all the funny things the kids have said.
But, when things get crazy, it's the first to go. School started almost two weeks ago and it has been just too crazy...
I took lots of pictures the first day - fully intending on blogging the entire event - but that didn't happen.
Tyler started preschool and he LOVES it. Whenever Ethan talks about school and what they learned that day Tyler follows with, "Yeah, I learned dat in my class too." Ethan will say, "today someone got sent to the Principal's office..." and Tyler will follow, "yeah, kids get sent to the Principal's all da time in my class." (btw - his class is at a lady's house in my ward...doubt they have a Principal's office."
Ethan started school the same day - and well, he wasn't quit as enthusiastic. Two weeks in, and things are better. But these last two weeks have been crazy and trying and I think they took two years off my life expectancy.
A few highlights:

  1. My Billy Madison moment...A classroom full of 6 year olds and one 26 six year old. I liked first grade so much that I decided to do it again...Complete with lunch box
  2. Giving up my heels for two weeks because I feared breaking my ankle while chasing Ethan.
  3. Making it into the newspaper...a reporter touring the new school reported of watching a 1st grader bolting out of class as his mother chased him down...what he didn't know was that was my 12th time that hour...
Well we are starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel - keep your fingers crossed for us.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Shenanigan # 6

Tyler peed in my cell phone this morning...enough said. The joy of boys.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Back to their Shenanagans...


So...school is back in session and boy, oh boy, it has thrown this household into a bit of turmoil. I want to write all about it but I am drained and exhausted and tired and worn out and sleepy and weary and haggard and drooping... I need some major sleep.
So. To take my mind off that and get a quick post in before bed I thought I would share Tyler's newest shenanigan.
Tyler is very attached to his brother. A fact that I adore. If Ethan is sad - Tyler is sad. Today when Tyler saw a very distressed Ethan at school (that story is pending) he could NOT handle it. He gave Ethan his new creepy spider toy, his candy (you know that's love for Ty to give up food) and kept asking, "momma. what can I do?"
But I digress...Tonight at In-N-Out Tyler wanted to go to the bathroom but he wanted Ethan there. Preston had already taken Ty in the bathroom and Tyler kept asking if Ethan was in the last stall - Preston, hoping to calm Ty down and get him in and out of the bathroom sometime this century said that maybe it was Ethan....they would have to check when Tyler was all done. So...Tyler is in the stall when someone comes in and goes into the last stall - the one Tyler was hoping was occupied by Ethan.
He then says in his "louder than thunder Tyler voice" - " Look Dad...Ethan is not in there cause that old guy just went in. Look he has very old legs." Preston said it was loud - very very loud. Then when the "old guy " exited the restroom a few minutes later Tyler, sitting at our table, points at him and says, "Look Mom, that's the old guy we were talking about -see him - there is that old man."
Fun times in the Golding Family.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Shenanigan # 5


I was woken up this morning with two little boys standing over me. My eyes were still focusing but my nose definitely smelled something...

What is that smell. I ask.

"We made a shiny hair potion. It makes your hair so shiny! Look, Momma." I look and sure enough their hair is super, super shiny. Apparently it was a mix of shampoo and several cooking ingredients downstairs. They were about to put it in my hair when AMAZINGLY I woke up.

Seriously, I am going to have to start sleeping with my eyes open.

Thursday, August 6, 2009


I haven't had time for a lot of thought lately. These last several months my thoughts have been consumed with other things... And so I was surprised today as I was driving home from the library when my mind was overflowing with thoughts. Not school thoughts, not worry, not stress, not house cleaning thoughts, not even grocery thoughts. My mind was filled with the biggest dose of gratitude I've had in a long long time. It was literally out of nowhere that I was given this...gift. I recognized for the millionth time and yet it felt like the first time, that I could try for a million years, spending all my strength and never begin to deserve these two little boys.

They are the most inspiring, endearing, intriguing little things I have ever met. I could never imagine not in a million years the way I would feel for these guys. In one word...fierce. I feel something fierce for them. Fiercely loyal and protective. Another word amazed. Amazed at the minds and spirits they posses....

Now I digress for a minute...

I suffer from Road Rage...if I am driving for ten hours I am fine...just give me some tunes and Diet Coke and it will be a splendid day. But if I have to sit clogged behind hundreds of crawling cars, all slowing down to look at the crash on the right...oh watch out baby!! You have not seen wrath until you've seen me in traffic.

I hate the amount of time it takes for the computer to start up. I push the green button and sit and sit and begin to fossilize and then sit more. Take 1000 years multiply it by 1000000000 and that is how long it takes for my computer to start up.


My OB's office is so slow. I don't mind the waiting room - there are magazines and people to watch and usually a few toys for the kiddos to play with. But then they take me back to the examining room and there we sit. The kids get into things that the sign on the wall commands they shouldn't. There are no magazines. No people to stare at. No toys. Just me, two boys whose voices reverberate off the walls of that cracker box of a room and everyone in a ten mile radius hears Tyler announce, "I have no underwears Momma! I have naked bum!"


My stove is slow. I love glass tops but I swear it takes FOR_EV_ER to boil water. Tyler is begging for Ramen and we are still waiting for the water to boil...he starts kindergarten...goes on his first date...mission has come and gone and the water, well it's starting to get warm. I could cook it with my anger faster.

Are you getting my point? Patience is a virtue...one that I am still working on. So you can imagine my stress and impatience after three years...three long years of waiting and wanting and trying. I am convinced that if you haven't been through this it would be hard to get...I am a member of an elite club. The Secondary Infertility Club. I think every woman worries in the back of her mind that she may face this...but then you have your first and even second and ,"Whew! We dodged that bullet. Babies...check....we can do that one..." So, imagine my surprise...here I sit...with a four and six year old.

A six year old who asks me almost daily when he will get his sister. A six year old who I overheard telling his friend the other day, "My mom used to have a baby sister in her tummy...but she had to go live with Jesus." Yep. It's true. A six year old who said today that if he could get anything in the whole world for his birthday it would be....can you guess...that's right...A BABY.

BUT this isn't a sob story. I have gone this many years without bringing this to the blog and would be content to keep it that way...except for that gift I spoke of earlier. The gift I've been getting gradually for the last year. The gift of patience. Remember that thing I struggle with? Now, as I clearly demonstrated this gift of patience was selective. Somehow it skipped right over the driving, computer, glass top stove arena. Instead it has come in the form of a beautiful gift...one that I am not sure I would have -if my life would have gone another way. It has come in the form of blissful gratitude for each and everyday with my boys.... in recognition of "haves" not "have-nots." I no longer resent the nights I get peed on from Tyler..."one day this will be over...I may never have a little one pee on me again...enjoy it." Well... it goes kinda like that.

Marker on the wall and battles over food and fits and all the things we mothers bemoan have lost their sting. I know it may sound weird but I kinda like them...they remind me I am a mother. They remind me that I am still in the fight...They remind me that I could work with all my might -all my life and Never Ever deserve these boys I've been given...

So as painful as this journey has been at times - as often as I hurt when I think of the turn my life took - a path I never envisioned for myself - I am not sure I would do it differently. I have been given a gift of the moment. A gift to love each second instead of wishing them to pass faster...A gift to enjoy the mess of my children because "At least I have a mess..."
Although I still squirm in traffic, fidget at the Doctor's, and pace while making noodles, when it comes to this...I am waiting patiently.

Shenanigan # 4


This one is a few days old, but I remembered it today in the car and started to laugh.

Last week at the grocery store Tyler was begging me for a bag of Skittles. I told him no.


As we were walking out of the store I noticed Tyler was walking funny. Upon further investigation I realized Ty had stuck the bag of Skittles down his pants, into his underwear and was trying to leave with his treasure undetected.

I wanted to be upset. I wanted to worry about his honesty and teaching him the lesson we all learned as children about stealing. I wanted to. BUT it was too funny - and really too gross. I had to pull the Skittles out and put them back on the shelf, sorry for the person who would eventually buy those tainted treats.


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Shenanigan #3



Well this will make my second post of this sort today...
Tyler decided that his toy box would make a better swimming pool.
Yep. That's right.
He emptied the toy box and filled it with water. Now when I say filled it. I mean one cup at a time. You see the toy box is too big and heavy to get hefted up to their small sink in their bathroom. So Tyler attacked the bottled water supply in our food storage area and emptied them into the toy box.
Where were this child's parents you ask? Well like I said earlier, I am pretty darn sick and Preston was out at the store getting items for my...sickness. So...they were unsupervised. I could hear their movie playing and assumed all was well. Seriously, have I learned nothing in my years of mother to insanity?
Tyler was naked and enjoying his own personal swimming pool.

Shenanigan #2


I am actually sick in bed today...Preston is home taking care of the kids. So I haven't been privy to the many shenanigans I am sure are taking place outside of my quiet bedroom.
However, I have a good memory when it comes to these things.
Here is one of my favorites...
A few years ago when Ty was still in diapers - Ethan and Tyler took off Tyler's diaper and then stuck their feet in the "Stuff" and made beautiful brown foot prints. "Look Momma, we made a map for you to follow. Follow the footprints to the treasure."
No this is not a joke.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Shenanigan #1


Day 1 of this challenge and we already have one...

7:12am - Tyler unrolled several rolls of toilet paper all over the house...then in panic - when he realized I was coming downstairs...tried to flush them all down and hide the evidence.

Guess What Happened.

If nursing doesn't work out I think I could get hired on as a plumber or sewer specialist.

Monday, August 3, 2009



Caught them putting on their baby clothes...


So I have no idea how to compare boys to girls. In case you've forgotten, I've never had a girl. However, I do consider myself the expert on all things boy. I know my share about how silly and dirty and crazy they can become with a few unsupervised minutes....
So in honor of this I will be posting a new chaotic moment from my life everyday - this will be one challenge I will have NO trouble keeping. There is at least one moment of craziness every single day when you spend it with these two boys...
I am kind of excited to see where this will take me.
I think to start this new challenge I will back track a bit and share a few of my "favorite" Ethan and Tyler shenanigans of the past

1. So this one comes just from Saturday. Someone( we'll have to check the cameras to see who) decided to stop the sink in the bathroom and turn the water on full blast. We discovered this when the hallway carpet was soaking wet, the ceiling in the garage downstairs was starting to sag and leak and Tyler was laying on his tummy in the wet hallway and yelling, "Look at me, I am swimming!"

2. Another Saturday example(you see I told you it wouldn't be hard) Tyler squirted a full size tube of toothpaste all over the loft which, by the way, is carpeted...apparently he was drawing the ocean.

3. This one happened in Seattle. We were living on the second floor apartments and Tyler and Ethan took the 10 cases( Why did we have 10 cases of soda on our balcony, you ask? Well that is a story for another day) of soda out of their boxes - they then started to chuck them down into the courtyard. Yep, 120 cans of soda pelting the common area...Mess does not even begin to describe it.

Okay - I could go on and on...but I have done my duty for posterity...I'm tired. Stay tuned for tomorrow and I'm sure we'll have another

I did a little more baking this weekend...I tried a new Cheesecake that I thought was great.

Tall and Creamy Cheesecake
Dorie Greenspan

For the crust:
1 3/4 cups graham cracker crumbs
3 tablespoons sugar
1/4 tsp salt
1/2 stick (4 tablespoons) unsalted butter, melted

For the cheesecake:
2 pounds (four 8-ounce boxes) cream cheese, at room temperature
1 1/3 cups sugar
1/2 teaspoon salt
2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract
4 large eggs, at room temperature
1 1/3 cups sour cream or heavy cream, or a combination of the two*
*I used 1 cup heavy cream and 1/3 cup sour cream

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees.
Butter a 9-inch springform pan—choose one that has sides that are 2 3/4 inches high (if the sides are lower, you will have cheesecake batter leftover)—and wrap the bottom of the pan in a double layer of aluminum foil; put the pan on a baking sheet.

Stir the crumbs, sugar and salt together in a medium bowl. Pour over the melted butter and stir until all of the dry ingredients are uniformly moist. (I do this with my fingers.) Turn the ingredients into the buttered springform pan and use your fingers to pat an even layer of crumbs along the bottom of the pan and about halfway up the sides. Don’t worry if the sides are not perfectly even or if the crumbs reach above or below the midway mark on the sides—this doesn’t have to be a precision job. Put the pan in the freezer while you preheat the oven.

Place the springform on a baking sheet. Bake for 10 minutes. Set the crust aside to cool on a rack while you make the cheesecake.

Reduce the oven temperature to 325°F.

To make the cheesecake:
Put a kettle of water on to boil.

Working in a stand mixer, preferably fitted with a paddle attachment, or with a hand mixer in a large bowl, beat the cream cheese at medium speed until it is soft and lives up to the creamy part of its name, about 4 minutes. With the mixer running, add the sugar and salt and continue to beat another 4 minutes or so, until the cream cheese is light. Beat in the vanilla. Add the eggs one by one, beating for a full minute after each addition—you want a well-aerated batter. Reduce the mixer speed to low and stir in the sour cream and/or heavy cream.

Put the foil-wrapped springform pan in the roaster pan.

Give the batter a few stirs with a rubber spatula, just to make sure that nothing has been left unmixed at the bottom of the bowl, and scrape the batter into the springform pan. The batter will reach the brim of the pan. (If you have a pan with lower sides and have leftover batter, you can bake the batter in a buttered ramekin or small soufflé mold.) Put the roasting pan in the oven and pour enough boiling water into the roaster to come halfway up the sides of the springform pan.

Bake the cheesecake for 1 hour and 30 minutes, at which point the top will be browned (and perhaps cracked) and may have risen just a little above the rim of the pan. Turn off the oven’s heat and prop the oven door open with a wooden spoon. Allow the cheesecake to luxuriate in its water bath for another hour.

After 1 hour, carefully pull the setup out of the oven, lift the springform pan out of the roaster—be careful, there may be some hot water in the aluminum foil—remove the foil. Let the cheesecake come to room temperature on a cooling rack.

When the cake is cool, cover the top lightly and chill the cake for at least 4 hours, although overnight would be better.

Serving:
Remove the sides of the springform pan— I use a hairdryer to do this (use the dryer to warm the sides of the pan and ever so slightly melt the edges of the cake)—and set the cake, still on the pan’s base, on a serving platter. The easiest way to cut cheesecake is to use a long, thin knife that has been run under hot water and lightly wiped. Keep warming the knife as you cut slices of the cake.

Storing:
Wrapped well, the cake will keep for up to 1 week in the refrigerator or for up to 2 months in the freezer. It’s best to defrost the still-wrapped cheesecake overnight in the refrigerator.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Yep...there is more

( Oh and by the way, that is definitely not my photography! I wish. Too crazy tonight for good pictures. Maybe next time.)

I told you I was going to bake...almost eight months worth is all cooped up inside of me! I LOVE these cookies. I mean it, LOVE. In my opinion they are perfect. They are chewy, really chewy, and crisp on the edges and packed with spiciness. It's a nice change for a family that sometimes gets stuck in a chocolate rut. It makes my house feel like Christmas with snow and cheer when it's 115 degrees outside. Seriously, these will be on my Christmas cookie plate this year


Sugar-Topped Molasses Spice Cookies

(via Dorie Greenspan)


2 1/3 cups all-purpose flour (339 grams)
2 teaspoons baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
2 teaspoons ground ginger
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon ground allspice
Pinch of coarsely ground black pepper
1 1/2 sticks unsalted butter, at room temperature
1 cup packed light brown sugar (217 grams)
1/2 cup molasses (not blackstrap) (161 grams)
1 large egg
About 1/2 cup sugar, for rolling

Whisk together the flour, baking soda, salt, ginger, cinnamon, allspice and pepper.

Working with a stand mixer (or hand mixer in large bowl), beat the butter on medium speed until smooth and creamy. Add the brown sugar and molasses and beat for about 2 minutes to blend, scraping down the sides of the bowl as needed. Add the egg and beat for 1 minute more.

Reduce mixer speed to low and add dry ingredients, mixing until the flour and spices disappear. If some flour remains in the bottom of the bowl, mix in the last of the dry ingredients by hand with a rubber spatula (to avoid overmixing the dough). You should have a smooth, very soft dough.

Divide the dough in half and wrap each piece in plastic wrap. Freeze for 30 minutes, or refrigerate at least 1 hour.

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Line two baking sheets with parchment or silicone mats.

Place the sugar in a small bowl. Working with one packet of dough at a time, divide into 12 pieces and roll each piece into a smooth ball between your palms. One by one, roll the balls around in the bowl of sugar, then place them on the baking sheet. Dip the bottom of a glass into the sugar and use it to press down on the cookies until they are between 1/4 and 1/2 inch thick.

Bake the cookies one sheet at a time for 12 to 14 minutes, or until the tops feel set to the touch.

Remove from the oven and, the cookies have spread and are touching, use a metal spatula to separate the cookies while they are still hot. Transfer the cookies to a rack to cool to room temperature.

Repeat with the second batch of dough.

Layers of Love...and fat


So...this is a good one. Good but rich. Loved them, though. It's so nice to be back.

Layers of Love Brownies

Ingredients:

  • 3/4 cup all-purpose flour
  • 3/4 cup Cocoa
  • 1/4 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter, cut in pieces
  • 1/2 cup granulated sugar
  • 1/2 cup packed brown sugar
  • 3 large eggs, divided
  • 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
  • 1 cup chopped pecans
  • 3/4 cup White Morsels
  • 1/2 cup caramel ice cream topping
  • 3/4 cup Semi Sweet Chocolate Chips
  • Directions:
    PREHEAT oven to 350° F. Grease 8-inch-square baking pan.

    COMBINE flour, cocoa and salt in small bowl. Beat butter, granulated sugar and brown sugar in large mixer bowl until creamy. Add 2 eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Add vanilla extract; mix well. Gradually beat in flour mixture. Reserve 3/4 cup batter. Spread remaining batter into prepared baking pan. Sprinkle nuts and white morsels over batter. Drizzle caramel topping over top. Beat remaining egg and reserved batter in same large bowl until light in color. Stir in semi-sweet morsels. Spread evenly over caramel topping.

    BAKE for 30 to 35 minutes or until center is set. Cool completely in pan on wire rack. Cut into squares.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009



I'm Back....and with a Vengeance! These last 7.5 months of Excessive studying and tests and STRESS are finally over and I intend on enjoying the rest of my year in peace. I honestly don't know exactly what to do with myself. I keep thinking I should be writing a paper or studying or something. It's strange!


So...what is a girl to do...well, I left the library with 21 books yesterday and the grocery store with a cart FULL of baking supplies today. Seriously, the lady checking us out said - wow, you're going to be busy - and she was right. I am going to be blissfully busy. So stay tuned - I will be posting some delicious treats shortly and check out the Book Club Blog - there should be some good reviews on their way.


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Not so true confessions...


The other night when we opened the freezer for our treat the ice cream was gone. It had been there the night before and now it was gone! So we went to the usual suspects and began investigating. Both swore that they had no idea what happened to the ice cream. Ethan even said, "Dad, you were the first one up...maybe you ate it and you don't remember." So smooth these boys - so so smooth...

Preston, in an act of genius, tells the boys that they don't need to worry any more - he will just go up and check the "cameras" and see who has been sneaking into our house and stealing our ice cream.

"Ummmm da what cameras?" Tyler asks - panic beginning to set in.

"Oh, I have cameras all over the house so I will just check who ate the ice cream."

I am starting to wonder if this is such a good idea... when Tyler belts out,

"Okay it was me...I ate da ice cream." And when we asked how much he ate, " Ummmm like maybe 11 scoops?"

WHAT?? My four year old - who by the way is SKINNY - ate an entire half gallon of ice cream and then threw away the evidence.

Preston, loving his new found power asks, "Is there anything else you want to tell me before I go check the cameras."

Well the flood gates opened. We got confessions of children getting into makeup, breaking and hiding the remote - you name it...

However, this is when the story starts to get interesting. Have any of you ever seen on the news of innocent people confessing to crimes they never committed? Apparently it quite common - anyway, that is what began happening last night. Tyler then confesses that he, "punched someone in the eyeball." Well, that sounded pretty terrible to me and so I asked with much concern, "Who? Who got punched in the eyeball."

"Ummm, I don't know him name. He was upstairs and he was a little boy with a black shirt on." Let me be clear - there were no little boys with black shirts on. Tyler then continued to confess pulling hair, kicking legs, and hurting the little boy in black. Who is this boy? Why did Tyler feel the need to keep confessing? I have no idea. Preston and I had to leave the room we were laughing so hard.

All day today I have seen them looking for the cameras. Part of me wants to tell them - but another part can't wait to hear more confessions over diner tonight!

Sunday, June 21, 2009



Interesting conversation with Tyler

Ty and I were reading a book. It talked about how Mom's and Dad's love their children and will always protect them...it was really pretty sweet and so when I was done reading it I said to Tyler," Tyler, do you know that you are one of the most important people in my world. Do you know that I love you and will always take care of you?"

Tyler said, "Yes. I know dat...and if a bad guy comes you will give me a big sword and I will cut off hims arms and den hims legs and den hims eyeballs and den hims head. I will cut all dose things off ...like dats how I will take care of you. That's what you mean when you say you will take care of me?"

So there I sat - my mouth hanging open. Who is this kid. Where on Earth did he learn that. I think I may have missed that episode of "Handy Manny." "Uhh, yeah Ty, sure, I guess I can take of you like that. Yep. I am real good with a sword. Professional actually."



Friday, June 19, 2009


Almost 2 months! I can't believe it has been that long. How on Earth do I capture two months worth of life and memories in one measly blog post. As much as I would love to do "The Month of No Blog...Part One," "The Month of No Blog Part Two"...and continue filling you in on all the intimate details you are just dying to know about the Golding's and their captivating lives - well... I know that won't be happening. July 17 is my personal Independence Day. The day my tortuous summer of school ends - but until then this photo essay of the last months of our lives will have to do.






























































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Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Special Drawer

In our house the boys each have a drawer at the top of their side of the dresser that we most affectionately call the special drawer. It's their "off limits" place. I mostly started this for Ethan years ago when Tyler started getting into and destroying his things. I cleared out a drawer for each of them and told them this was their space. Anything outside of this space was free game but if it was in your "special" drawer then it was safe. And it has worked surprisingly well.

Years have passed and the clothes that were once the size of my hand have gotten bigger and bigger and bigger. Two drawers each just isn't cutting it. So...sadly I had to clean out the 'Special" drawers and re-locate them to a new place. Here is what I found in Ethan's drawer...


  1. Paints - Every artist needs em
  2. A Spanish dictionary....
  3. A very nice paper bag puppet -
  4. A big of mini wheats - for those late night snackies
  5. Band aids - Got the giggles from this one
  6. A yarn box from my grandma filled with every card she has sent him in his lifetime. Really pretty cute.
  7. Dr. Seuss's Birthday Hat...Notice the rainbow colors. When I picked him up from school I could spot him across the parking lot...the only one not colored red and white.
  8. A tie dyed Frisbee
  9. LiteBright
  10. My Favorite: His Planner. What five year old doesn't have a planner?
Want to know what I found inside the planner?
Translation: June 8th - "I can't do anything because it is my birthday." LOVE IT!


Notice what he has drawn on my birthday.
Addresses: Pictures of all his friends
My personal favorite - the man loves the rainbow.

Just in case he forgets..." June 8th is my birthday."

Wednesday, April 8, 2009


Sometimes I like to visualize the future. By sometimes, I mean, at 3:30 in the morning when I finally finish my homework, my head is aching and I know that I have to get up the next morning and start it all over again. I have a few favorites that I like to visit in my head...the daydream of choice lately has been the 5, count them 1,2,3,4,5 months of glorious freedom I will have from school starting August 15th. That's right from August 15th until I start (hopefully) my nursing program January 25th I will have NO school. What do I plan to do in those 5 months...well that my dear friends is the substance of my daydreams. That is what I think of every time I start to melt down...that is what I think of every time I begin to panic thinking of the 21 credits I will be taking this summer..."5 months," I tell myself, "5 glorious months."

So what do I plan to do with those 5 months...
  1. Read Harry Potter again - Harry is my happy place. Reading Harry is like revisiting my childhood - well, except I read Harry as a large pregnant woman but that's beside the point. I will be doing some major Harry Potter reading!

  2. Sleep

  3. Bake Bake Bake - I have NO time for baking. Heck, I have no time for sleeping, showering, brushing my teeth. (JUST KIDDING! Just making sure you were still with me...) I love Baking, it's a major stress reliever for me and I plan on baking so so so much this fall.

  4. Snooze

  5. Mexico - Oh Yeah. Mexico!!

  6. Hit the Sack

  7. Watching TV. Something that has become a distant memory...I know that I sound a tad pathetic missing TV but it's my daydream - I can dream what I want to!

  8. Nap

  9. Art with the kiddos - Ethan and Tyler will get there mom back for some major fun.

  10. Doze

  11. Tea with the Queen of England - Herbal of course.

  12. Shopping

  13. Forty Winks

  14. While visiting the Queen - hit up Paris and eat a croissant

  15. Catch some ZZZZZ

  16. Reading for fun. I know I already mentioned Harry but I think this daydream deserves double mention because it's one of my most frequent visitors. This is the thing I probably miss the most. I miss discovering new books and visiting my old faves.

  17. Try out for American Idol...

  18. Solve World Hunger

  19. Blog!! We all know that if this blog was a child CPS would have it in foster care. This poor blog has been badly neglected. But this Fall...oh how things will change. I am getting the chills just thinking of it...Freedom, I can almost taste it

  20. And I'll probably sleep a bit too!


Friday, March 27, 2009

A Question:
What does it mean to "Harvest A Brain"
and Why does Tyler tell me he is going to do it to me 100 times a day.
"Momma, I am GOING to Harvest You Brain!!"
Someone please explain.